Saturday, August 02, 2008
I am more than pissed.
No, I am more than sad.
Okay, whatever, put both together for all I care.
Suddenly whatever I pen down here doesn't seen to hold that much of a significance for me anymore
and it really pains me to say that.
I am desperate now.
I need a space.
Somewhere to call my own.
Something where I can block certain people out while remaining open to the whole world.
That's the whole friggin purpose anyway.
(It wasn't meant for you.)
You were the last people I'd ever invite.
Ironically, you're the 'closest' people in my life.
I'm so sorry faithful readers,
I have to do this.
I am going to have to either create a new url or totally leave blogspot for somewhere like wordpress or livejournal where password encodings and entry encryptings are accepted.
Can you believe blogspot won't allow password html codings?
The only loss that I feel here is that this place holds so so so much to me and it basically chronicles my entire emotional journey and yes, I still don't want to leave.
But I'm afraid sometimes new beginings mean the the uprooting of old bonds.
Goodbye, the other half of me.
3:09 AM